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i'm 19, in college, and jsut make the most out of everyday that i have to go through.
i'm not good at describing myself. my different sets of friends know different aspects of my personality. so i guess, for one to know what kind of person i am, one just has to experience it.
i am a person of the extremes.
i try to live every day of my life with love and kindness...ai ren... with a sweet heart...ai ren
sharing a little something about me
waiting for the time when i can thank you for inspiring me in so many ways...

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Mar 23, 2005
dahil makulit si kimpo...
ay, ewan ko ba, bakit kasi hindi ka makapag-comment sa LJ...
so eto na....magpopost na ulit ako dito! alam ko, nag-promise ako nung UP fair na mag-uupdate na ako, pero sobra sobra sobrang busy kasi recently.
exams, lab reports, oral reports, speech, lotsa lotsa lotsa stuff....org stuff, family stuff, school stuff.
to make things short, i haven't really been able to manage my time well enough for me to have free time to update my blog. even my LJ has been neglected.
as of the moment, i just feel so tired. but i still cannot rest. still have reports to submit and exams to take after the holy week. so i guess this week gives me some time to prepare for all that shall come from the 28th of march onwards.
mabuti pa, magkita-kita nalang tayo sometime april. chikahan ulit over lunch or something like that...like the old sampa days.
so there... this is as long as this post can get. still have to go back to work. (sheesh)
Posted at 12:31 am by ai_ren
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Jan 12, 2005
starting the year with a bang
i'd like to think that i'm starting this year off with a bang... unfortunately...
things aren't really going my way. i thought that having enough, actually, more than enough rest during the christmas break, i would have enough energy to keep me going at least for the first month of the year.
but as i've mentioned earlier, i've been coming home everyday with just the thought of lying down on my bed and sleeping (of course, i'd have to watch lovers in paris). i guess letting my body get accustomed to the lack of activity (both physical and mental) is the reason why i get so tired easily. oh well, i'll just have to get used to all the stress again.
anyway, today, i was supposed to catch up on my unread emails, and continue downloading all the stuff that i need to download. after reading my mail (which usually adds up to about a hundred per day -- basically because i am a member of several yahoo groups), i was supposed to do my labreport. i have two (actually, four...but the experiments were just merged...) lab reports to finish. they're actually due on monday but i have to finish them by tomorrow.
i know, i know... i'm a crammer... but i want to finish them soon because on saturday and sunday, i have commitments that won't allow me to do any schoolwork. these whole-day affairs that i will have this weekend will surely drain me. so i have to finish my reports soon.
so why am i still bloggong?!?!?! it's because i want to release some frustrations that i had just a few minutes ago. my brother asked if he can use the computer while i was watching lovers in paris. he said that he won't be long. BUT thirty minutes after lovers in paris finished airing, my brother was still using the computer. i asked him if he's still gonna take a long time. apparently, he was just looking at pictures of kichie nadal! urgh!
i was really pissed. i wasted thirty minutes doing nothing when i should have finished reading my mail in that amount of time. i should be doing my labreport already, but here i am, still reading mails. i should have finished two percent of my report if he just stopped using the computer at the time that he promised to do so!
and now, i just wasted another fifteen minutes typing up this post! at least, after writing this, i can work on my report with a lighter feeling. i guess i was just superbly pissed because my brother has this habit of being intensely insensitive. but like all other things, i'll just have to let this pass. all the negative energy will do me no good.
during the lab meeting today, i learned that i should never give in to my frustrations. i guess i'll jst have to let them all out and then take deep breaths...
okay! back to work! jia you Minik! you can do this!
Posted at 11:38 pm by ai_ren
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Jan 5, 2005
i can't believe that it's already been a month since my last post. tsk tsk tsk... if i'm not careful this blog might end up like my very first blog---nearly forgotten.
what has happened since december 10?
well, we lost in the carolfest (OK, we got third place). still it's quite sad since we've been the champions of the said competiton for four straight years. well, GOd has His reasons... whatever they may be, we have already identified.
my sister and i finally reconciled. after five months of not uttering a single word to each other, we were finally able to patch things up. i guess this was the best thing that ever happened to me during the christmas break.
anyway, i haven't really done anything during the holidays that's why i was surprised to see that i haven't had a post in my blog for nearly a month. at first, i just posted here the same things i would post in my lj. but i guess that's what a lazy person does... i no longer wish to be a lazy person.
going back to the things that have happened during the break... i actually spent a lot of my time out, wither with my friends or family. and since i was introduced to the wonderful world of f4, i found myself among several groups of people i now call my friends. so i guess one can imagine how many times i had to go out of the house to meet with most of my groups of friends (i may not be able to handle having to go and meet everyone during the break). and with the many meals spent outside the house, i spent lots of money, money that i was saving so i can buy a new phone. oh well, the phone can wait. my phone is still functioning anyway.
i'm cutting this post short, because i'm already tired... i've only been going to school for two days and i'm already tired... poor me... hopefully, i won't be too tired to forget about this blog. =)
Posted at 12:02 am by ai_ren
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Dec 10, 2004
i'm back!!! hallo to all!
just have to wait a little longer
it's been a while since my last update. so expect that this post is gonna be a really long one.
let's start with what happened in school.
- mbb 130 class --- problem set. good thing the problem that i chose was a bit easy.
- after mbb 130 --- distribution of kris kringle gifts. i apologize to my baby coz i wasn't able to buy a gift. i didn't get a gift either. good thing my blockmates were willing to share their gifts with those who didn't receive any
- lunch was ok. yakisoba for the nth time this week. and while we were at the store, i saw my ex-crush, who is celebrating his birthday today
- philo 11 class --- logic can be both fun and boring. i know now how to make a valid argument. therefore, no one should argue with me unless that person is logical! joke joke
- philo 10 class --- i had to share with the class something that i like. i think the report went ok...i think
- after class --- had a beer-less drinking session with my orgmates again. all i can say is that we should have more of these beer-less drinking sessions at the lawn outside the tambbayan
- after the drinking session --- practiced for carolfest. things are getting better. i really hope we win again! jia you everyone!
i went home ahead of the others because i had duties to fulfill at home. i had to watch LOVERS in PARIS. i saw these pictures of carlo in an6elzhou's lj. just thought i's share them here.i also have some pics of zaizai's departure from taiwan, going to china. plus, some random pics. for some reason, i can't make ky lj cuts work...garr. how do you put multiple cuts in one entry?





---kahit naka-pink siya dyan, wala paring tatalo dito

zaizai is currently in Harbin China right now, filming his solo pepsi commercial! woohoo! take care of yourself, honey!



---> si zaizai talaga, hindi makatagal na hindi ako kausapin!
anyway, in just a few more days, my internet routine shall go back to normal. i haven't been able to go online the past few days since my brother is no longer working in the graveyard shift. so he's at home every night. he sleeps from 5 in the afternoon till 2 in the morning. and the computer is in his room, so i can't use the computer while he's here and sleeping. (please don't check the validity of my argument, madam crescens). when vacation starts, i can go online anytime! woohoo!
so there...some random pics of zaizai



spot the difference

his pants has a weird zipper running from the hem going up to where?!
again, i apologize for the lack of proper credits for the pix i posted here. i'm not claiming these pics to be mine. i thank the people who uploaded these pics online. ;D
so there goes another long post. god bless sa lahat ng magta-take ng NMAT!
Posted at 11:55 pm by ai_ren
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Nov 28, 2004
slept for 16 hours straight!
i wasn't able to sleep thursday friday night because i volunteered to fix the music for our "cheering" routine. i don't know why but i had a really had a hard time downloading music files. what's worse, i downloaded two "bootylicious" files for nearly three hours only to find out that, weel, the weren't the bootylicious file that i needed. i also had to search for hey mickey and chariots of fire and material girl. after about five hours, i finally got all the songs i needed. but! my premier went bonkers. i usually use premier to edit both audio and video files (coz it's the only program that i know how to use...hehehe) since it wasn't working, i had to make do with windows movie maker...garrr... i finished our music around 630 in the morning. slept till 730, then went to school.
even if i lacked sleep, i was still super hyper during the soccer game. where i got the energy to cheer for my insti-mates, i don't know. all i know is that i had fun cheering for everyone! go mbb!!! **backtrack--- during the many games that we cheered for, we (yeli and i) invented a few nicknames for our players...hahaha: patrick FRESH, gino MACHO, dane SEXY... i think yeli and i can beat a whole cheering squad if we wanted to. no wonder mbb won the PAOS award (due to our consistent cheers for our instimates, even if our team was losing =))
after the soccer game (we won, by the way..) we went to park 9 to cheer for the volleyball game. we lost, but it was a fun game, nevertheless. if you're wondering why all i do is cheer, it's because i'm no good at volleyball and soccer. even if i wanted to, i was injured last wednesday. even if wasn't injured, i don't want to risk being hit by the ball and breaking my glasses. (the frame of my glasses is plastic and it's too damn expensive for me not to take care of it with all my life! hahaha) so i just had to cheer my team on...that was the most that i can contribute (plus, the game that i can play, badminton, was already concluded last wednesday. we were third...yahoo!)
we had lunch at mcdo (again). the sporstfest was held for four days and during those four days, i always had mcdo for lunch. good thing i'm a mcdo kid...so it's not so bad.
after lunch, we went to albert hall to start practicing for our "cheering" routine. out motto for the entire activity: GAGUHAN NA 'TO! all that we wanted was for us to have fun an enjoy what we were doing. and we did! and for that, we got third place!!! third place for an hour's worth of practice!!! i think our energies rubbed off to the judges, and that impressed them!!!! woohoo!!! to think that i was crying during practice coz the damn cd player won't play the cd i made for the routine!!!! it was all worth it, thank god! i also realized, it's hard to make a routine without any suggestive moves... hahaha
awarding ceremonies... too bad no trophies were given for third placers... we could have brought home eight trophies!!! oh well... that's what happens when our country's economy is in crisis...
before going home, i went to mcdo (again) with jesi, leng and alvin. we were all tired from the days activities that we had such a hard time moving. still, we had fun chatting at mcdo. i was even amazed that at that time, i still didn't feel so sleepy.
the traffic was so heavy on the way home. and while i was just sitting there, waiting for the jeep to move, i felt my eyes getting droopy. finally, my lack of sleep caught up with me. i got home around 7, washed up, and went to sleep. then i woke up around 12 noon!!! woohoo!!!
when i woke up, i went online..and these gorgeous faces greeted me! what a beautiful morning...
---sabi ni zai: "zao an, ai ren. ni hao ma? i miss you, wo ai ni!" (good morning, sweetheart. how are you? i miss you! love ya!) oi, journal ko toh, kanya-kanyang panaginip!
-- hoy, sino yang ka-holding hands mo? dahil ba naka-Ken shirt ako kahapon, eh gumaganti ka na?!
---may bastos akong naisip dito...hay... ang aga-aga, green na utak ko...
more pics!









Posted at 03:18 pm by ai_ren
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Nov 25, 2004
this day was actually uneventful until something happened to me about an hour ago. but i will still torture everyone by narrating how my day went.
i woke up pretty early because i had to prepare my lunch for today. i've actually been bringing lunch to school so i can somehow save some money from my allowance. it's funny though coz when i was in elementary, i seldom bring food with me to school. i guess i've always been a cafeteria kid.
then i went to school. i stopped by the shopping center to buy a few sports supplies for the tammbayan. then i went to the atm machine at the back of the shopping center. unfortunately, the machine was offline. so i still don't know if i have money to buy the OST. i HATE being POOR! (fincom people, please don't comment...)
my first class was comm3. our prof asked us to list down the things that we do from the moment that we wake up till the time that we sleep. the first thing that i usually do is recall my dream... and what's weird is that i seldom dream of zaizai... wei shen ma? wo bu zhi dao... hahaha
as it turns out, comm3 was my first and last class for the day. still, i had to rush to the tambbayan to finish my answers to questions for my mbb 141 lab class. a few minutes later, more and more of my classmates started to arrive. we hung out at the tambbayan even after finding out that classes have already been suspended (due to the strike).
we planned to go bowling, or to watch a movie. but i didn't come with them because i thought my dad was on his way to pick me up. i wouldn't want to watch a movie and leave early because my dad was coming. so i just went around and bought gifts for the kris kringle. it seems that my dad and i misunderstood each other. so instead of being fetched around 4pm, i was fetched at six. i had to sit down in front of tower records because my phone was dead and my dad had no means of contacting me.
while i was at tower records, i looked at the new releases and found jerry yan's third edition of the album and the MARS OST. again, i found myself almost crying because is still haven't bought these albums. (i've downloaded all the songs from the two albums, but nothing beats buying the real thing...) so i'll have to wait till the time i shall be graced with enough money to buy the albums. oy blockmates, baka naman pwedeng early christmas gift niyo to sa akin...hati-hati kayo :D
when i got home, i was so tired and so hungry. so naturally, i ate dinner and took a nap. when i woke up, i was surprised to read a message from trisha asking me to send her pictures of jerry. so while i was searching for pictures, i went online...and this is when the BEST event for the day happened...

need i say more?
the things that happened to me after this event will have to wait till the next entry...
zaizai, ni zai na li?
Posted at 11:05 pm by ai_ren
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Nov 24, 2004
i just got home from the doctor...something not so nice happened to me just a few hours ago and it scared the wits out of me. anyway, things are better now and my doctor said that if i rest, everything will be fine in about two weeks.
this day was pretty fine. went to school early to watch the soccer game. unfortunately, we lost. but i guess it was fun for the players to go around and kick the soccer ball with all their might! tiring, yet it can be stress relieving...
after the game, we went to maayusin. i was really hungry, but barely ten minutes since i stepped into the covered court, i was asked to play badminton. thankfully, we won. my doubles partner was a really great! woohoo!
my lunch was from mcdo (again...) but it was yummy, nevertheless!
the afternoon was pretty much uneventful. vida and i just killed time by going to CS, then AS, then SC, then back to mbb.
when i got home, i had a mini-reunion with my old friends. that's when the horrible thing happened. but come to think of it, at least now, i can say that i've done a cartwheel...the question is, when can i do a decent cartwheel?
anyway, i still have homework for tomorrow. i guess i'll just have to do it after watching lovers in paris.
news: Mars will be shown soon. rumor is that it will be aired at the same time as lovers in paris... anyway, i still haven't seen anything on GMA. if anyone does, PLEASE INFORM ME!!!
good day, everyone!
Posted at 09:30 pm by ai_ren
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Nov 23, 2004
nothing 'bloggable' happened to me yesterday. still, i'll write something because i have nothing to do till 830 this morning (it's currently 630)
- my classes were ok. still feel no pressure whatsoever from all the stuff that i have to do. so far, my classes are all fun!
- sportsfest is tiring, but great! badminton semis and finals will be tomorrow...does anyone want to take my place?! i'm kinda nervous and all...
- hanging out at the org taMBBayan was fun. details? well, madam ro-'cha' was able to visit our tambayan and give us her 'vibes' about the org. jan had a mini-concert and entertained us. (well, some of the people who were passing by were entertained also...i think)
- watched Lovers in Paris! it's really nice!
so there...my uneventful life... well, there are some events that i don't think i'll put here. after al, this is a public journal...i don't think i'd like everyone to know about my little secrets... (*hehehehe) maybe when the time is right, i'll let the whole world know.
oh yeah, ineed help with something: will you please answer this question:
IF YOU WOULD DARE ME TO DO SOMETHING, WHAT WOULD THAT DARE BE? (please take into consideration my personality... )
THANKS!
Posted at 07:45 am by ai_ren
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Nov 21, 2004
still no news about zaizai, which is kinda sad... where is he? what is he doing? i just hope that he's resting...coz he deserves a break. he needs to rest and make time for himself.
i'm also waiitng for the server maintenance thing that's happening in the faithful forum. i wanted to post about the online party we had this morning. it was really great! i hope i get to chat with everyone really soon. i wanted to suggest that we have an online party every third weekend of the month...that way, more and more people can join. all i can say is that today is a blast.
i hope i can make time to make this blog look better. i haven't had the time to beautify my live journal...in any case, once i find out how i want my blog to look like, then i'll just have the same format for my lj, blogdrive, and xanga blogs...
by the way, here are my blog ads: http://www.xanga.com/ai_ren_minik
http://www.livejournal.com/ai_ren
http://ai-ren.blogdrive.com
so there! anyway, all three blogs will somewhat contain the same entries =)
i think i have to go to sleep now. i have class early tomorrow morning... and the faithful forum is still down...so i guess my post in the forum will have to wait till tomorrow =)
Posted at 11:29 pm by ai_ren
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i'm currently chatting with my faithful4ever sisters, and all i can say is that they're so much fun!!!
and since most of them are using blogdrive, i decided to check it out also! but i guess most of my entries here will just be the same as my entries in lj. but who cares?!
anyway, i should go back to chatting... or else i will get lost in the conversation again!
wo ai F4! WO AI ZAIZAI!
Posted at 12:16 pm by ai_ren
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